Somewhere beyond all the daily buzz of TV, magazines, daily
routine of waking up in the morning and doing things one-on-one right from
brushing teeth to kick starting the bike and driving away along with countless
fellow drivers on road, pedestrians, buses, trucks, auto-rickshaws and of course cars of all sizes and shapes...we take way too many things
granted in our life.
At least once in a while we all should pause for a few
moments to smell the roses and feel the beauty of things around us and most
importantly things within us, yes Im talking about our health. Now it starts
getting boring as I describe the importance of Thyroid Gland and the hormones
that it produces on its own which keep our breathing and growth in control not
to mention many of the brain functions that it enables or about the pancreas
that keeps our blood sugar levels in check which are the basic things required
for you to get up in the morning and still be able to produce more than enough
energy to be able to brush your teeth even without eating anything or
the processor called heart that works nonstop pumping blood 72 times per minute
all while purifying it...okay okay I'll stop now.
Three weeks ago…
As usual she put some rice saved from last night on
the wall in the morning. As I opened my eyes I could hear the chirping of house
sparrows that have gathered to feast on the rice that my wife puts on the
corner of our compound wall every day. I got out of bed in frenzy and stood
still by the door and then slightly bent at an angle of 5 degrees from my hip
just to get a view of the chirpers without getting them scared. There were more
than usual numbers, so I grabbed my camera and tried to get a few shots by
completely lying flat on my chest. Slowly I tried to focus with one hand while
holding the camera steady with the other while supporting my upper body weight
on my chest. Somehow I managed to click away a few keepers though it gets
really tough to take snaps at this angle with sharp focus. I captured seven sparrows in one photo. I might have taken
more than hundred photos of various birds in the last few days.
Two weeks ago…
I woke up feeling a bit drowsy. I could see the white
CFL lights right above me and around in the room. Dint know what time of the
day it was. I felt almost numb in all my body except for my breathing. I felt
thirsty, very thirsty. “Oh you woke up” said a female voice. I looked around and
saw a nurse. I asked her for some water. She said "Sure!" and disappeared. Slowly
I could feel my hands and legs. I thought I was still being prepped up when
suddenly I felt something heavy on my chest. Slowly I could feel all the
needles wired into both my hands and one in my neck. The nurse appeared and I
asked her water again. She said I have to wait for some more time. It was as if
I was in the middle of a desert without water for several days. I started to
realize that it was all over, and I woke up in the ICU several hours later. I couldn't move on my own or from that bed for three days in the ICU and then was
moved to General Ward where I was to remain for 3 more days and then got
discharged. I couldn't get up from the bed on my own or brush my teeth as usual
or scrub my hands with soap without pain or take a shower or get a good night
sleep. All the simplest things in my life that I never noticed changed
overnight.
It may probably be months before I can start taking photos
of the birds at different angles like earlier. Things that I never noticed
before have become the center point of my attention after the Open Heart Surgery for surgical closure of ASD. Simple things like eating,
drinking, sleeping, walking, breathing are what I started observing. How
perfectly all these activities synchronize together and synergize the whole
system to keep running and that happens without any external intervention. But
I started to believe that there is definitely a force that enables each and
every aspect of our being, a DIVINE INTERVENTION, omnipresent, to sustain life
and all its forms and that we shouldn't take it for granted. One of the quotes that I often use has become a daily thing these days..
There are two ways to live life, one as if nothing is a miracle and the other as if everything is a miracle...
PS: There are more than a handful of people to thank and more than one post dedicated to them...coming.

Surely...it is only you who can take everything very easy and it is only you who can express everythiing with great detail and finese! Wish you a speedy recovery.
ReplyDeleteThanks BRO. Its been an experience worth sharing...a lot of things to learn too!
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